I start another week at the job that I’m trying to leave.
I’m finding myself with a small problem: I just don’t give a crap anymore.
Despite working my ass off (under more than adverse conditions), it became quite clear to me last week that it won’t matter what I do around here, I’ll still be considered “expendable”. I got chastised because I wasn’t doing one little thing (random filing, something that is not important to the everyday, truly important work to do around here) regardless of the super-human workload management that I’ve been doing in its place. It’s a matter of the fact that no matter what quality of a job that I do, it will never be recognized or compensated. You could be the ideal, model employee or you could be a complete slacking loser and your raise every year will be the same no matter what you do.
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